Am I Giving Away Too Much?

Pink Bardot Style Inspiration

Take time on me
Feelings contained
Messing with my brain
You took the sun with you
When you left
Heart shattered
Trying to rebuild
Is seemingly difficult
Tears dried up
Sanity came knocking
The lioness came out with valuable advice
Focus on yourself
Love is within you she said
Don’t project your feelings upon others
Find your own happiness
Be content
I can see it
But it’s your journey
Your path to walk
Lessons waiting for you
And with that, she disappeared
She saw potential
That I thought faded
Bringing colour into my world
Returning the sparkle to my eyes
Fueling the determination to succeed
But it’s not that easy
Daydreaming
Yes the fire ignited once again
But so did the procrastination
The wind is fierce and not letting up
There’s an internal battle
Happening everyday
Something’s not right
Look at what we’ve become
Are we lost?
Missing perhaps
Could it be you?
No way
But we don’t talk anymore
I don’t wanna say no more
Let’s end it here.

Emotional being turned into a beast, yes that’s me
A 22-year old, contemplating life.
Which direction to go?
Will it be right?
Or will I have regrets?
I’ve changed so much
Do I even like this version?
I don’t know anymore
What’s going on?
I don’t feel like I belong
Walking the earth like I’m in another dimension
Unicorn with a top hat
Yes I’m one of a kind
Did I forget to mention?
As soon as I walk in
Chatter starts to rise
Well that’s free promotion

Ramblings in a poem
Vulnerability shown
Am I giving away too much?
Insecurities
Fused with confidence
It’s a confusing mix
But apparently
It’s the life I live
Hello
I am no more
Invisible
Gone
Goodbye

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How do you deal with your emotions?

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Until next time, stay blessed and classy,

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4 Comments

  1. October 18, 2017 / 4:10 am

    AWW I love these lines.And,yes in those few words you have given so much.

    • Tajinder Sandhu
      October 18, 2017 / 11:56 pm

      Aww thank you Jenisha, glad you enjoyed this piece. I love getting feedback!

      Tx.

  2. March 18, 2018 / 8:07 pm

    I love your poetry! A really great post 🙂

    • tajinder
      Author
      March 18, 2018 / 8:16 pm

      Thank you Chloe, I’m glad you enjoyed my post!

      Tx.

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